Ona is officially weaned as of 2 weeks ago.  Last week, "she" gave me diamond earrings to say thanks for 9 months ma.  They’re beautiful and very sweet of "her."  I have to say I’ve been enjoying drinking again.  Before I only had a little or would work it around her feeds.  Aw, the freedom after 16 months of restriction.  Isn’t it sad I’m pining over drinks ?  I think it’s just that you pay attention to everything that goes in your mouth for so long and now it only effects you, nobody else.  My friend Christy said it best when she said a little self destruction is good sometimes:)  I have to agree.